Sunday, January 23, 2011

Waiting in Wonder... You, Me, or is it US?

Rain pouring, tears flowing
Fear mounting, confusion rising
Waiting in wonder, what comes next?
Is it the moon that illuminates true love?
Or is it the darkest sky that shatters hope?

Hear me out, blurt it out, and be through with it
I tell you now, and I’ll tell you twice, speak it out
No need to bother for whatever I will and will not feel
For the joy and pain has been running through my veins
That changed my soul, my mind, my heart throughout time

There’s no need to run now, once, twice
Thrice is too exhausting you see, and then I hide
Though I know that it never worked, and never will
There is no escape, not in my dreams, nor in your dreams 
Not even in our reality, therefore don’t waste our time here




Come to me, tell me what’s inside your mind, your heart and soul
You can say, “I really like you, but not enough to love you”
Or you can say, “I don’t even like you”, I won’t mind at all
But if you say, “I love you”, say it ONLY when you TRULY DO
Then from there we’ll wait to see what the world has to offer...

For "You" and "Me", or would it be "Us"?

how come you called me Friend?

If you can’t even say what’s on your mind… If you can’t even try to listen… If you can’t even dare to understand someone else side… If all you care is yourself… and just because you’re already okay it will be enough for you, knowing some are still confused & hurting… If you won’t let them in… then how come you called them friend? 
 
I thought friends can talk anything & everything under the sun, i guess it doesn't apply to everyone. But what's the point of friendship when you can't even talk properly? Can i also say that "I will only care for myself?!"... sadly it's not who I am. Someone enlighten me, what friendsip really means!!!
 
you say you're mature, but your the most immature mature person i've ever known!!! a mature person can handle things & knows how to talk through situations. 
 
 

Friday, January 14, 2011

Today is a Gift, That's Why its Called The Present

Three hours earlier I just turned 23...
And here I am currently working  on  some paper works for our hospital, and on the side blogging. :)


Today is a  gift. And the present  I have for myself, is a blog where I can write everything and anything under the sun.


 And just like the past 22 years of my life, I am here to live for Him , who lend me this awesome life... as well for the people who constantly love me despite of me being  NOT perfect.


I'm going to continue on Fighting the Good Fight, Loss, Stand ,Dream  On,Kick Hard, Live, and Succeed.